more stuff I'm only writing down for me.
eh XD Hey! I just figured out
hard core that I'm bad at english speeking and writing. I do understand it very well even if I lack some words, but it's getting worse when I start speeking it and I can not really express myself with it much, less to write it.
Oh, and I am really a shame to my family = / My dad is a American and is in the army. My mom is German but still workes on the base in Ramstein, where the americans are, so she only speeks englis thereh, not to tell my brother. He is a hard core rapper and he speeks it so fucking well! even he was raised the same way I was. You can't even here a german accent when he's talking. I'm such a shame to my family. I've got this freakin' big fucking german accent when I talk. So grose! and I lack so much word's it's unbeliveble! Not to mention that I cant realy write it and mostly start a sentense with "I".
Well! The best I start explaining how all of this came together.
My father and my mother got divorsed as I was around 8 years old. My dad had a new chick and... you know the story from than.
We got to visit him every seconed weekend. My brother was very dificult to handel and often got aggessive (oh, I forgott to tell you guys, he's two years older than I). My steph mom hatet us, and I guess she still does. So time wen't on and my dad begann to stop picking us up at the agreed time and we stopt seeing him that oft. I never realy got a true answer from anyone so I just rimed me something together wich made sence to me. The hole thing is my steph mothers fault. She hatet us, from the very beginning. She never wanted us, and she let us feel that, any time my dad wasn't 'round. She wanted to have her own family wich didn't incloude his 2 other kids. There wasn't enough space for us. So things 've gone on and than my fater moved to Irak. He got stationed there by armee. All of the others went with him.
My steph mother has two very nice kids. I never saw theme any more. 3 years later I saw him again because he was back in germany for a little time. After that he gone back to Kuweit again. Sometimes he got back to germany to visit. He's here in germany right now to.
You must think that my brother suffert the most under the years he hadn't had a father, but it isn't so. I was the one who's suffert the most by not having a father trough all these years I needed one. You see, I don't like women much, I'm not saying that all of theme are beasts, but the most. I grow up with cars and alway liked dinosaurs and power rangers and most of the stuff guys liked. Never was the prinzess girl. I played in mud, loved to catch frog and raise little frogs, go out on rainy days, skate, catch bugs and sometimes eat theme. I loved basketball and baseball so much. I am not a virago! Just to letting you know. I only loved all of these things, and I still do. The only thing I needed in live was a father, that I never got. Not even today.
So well in all the time we lost our contact, I never realy spoken english again so I lost my skillz, during my brother starded all this rap shit and got friends on the base. I never had american friends. His english went better and better. Mine went worse. And today I'm sitting here and I'm so fucking willing to learn it so perfecktly! I bought myself 3 books writen in english and I'm fucking watching movies in English! Hell yeah! I also have to ask my mom to only speek english with me, so all of my shame falls of very fast.
Oh, and that's why I'm also gonna write down bullshit english texts nearly every day! So I can get better and better =D
Monday, August 2, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Little White Spots In Hair, Lice Or Dandruff
= D
Fuck guys!
I just recognized that I have the best friend ever!!! (not that I didn't knew it already, I just never realy... c'omon! You know what I mean!)
Love all of you guys out there.
Real live friends are the best <3 I hope we will never splid up! We truly are the best group ever =D
So, Irak is great so far (oh well, yes. I do have a grim sense of humor.).
Flying back in 3 hours. Everything is packed and ready. After that I#m going to finishe all of my current commissions, and take a very big bnreak. I may open up for an arttrade again if I get my other trades done =) let me take some time and we'll see.
Fuck guys!
I just recognized that I have the best friend ever!!! (not that I didn't knew it already, I just never realy... c'omon! You know what I mean!)
Love all of you guys out there.
Real live friends are the best <3 I hope we will never splid up! We truly are the best group ever =D
So, Irak is great so far (oh well, yes. I do have a grim sense of humor.).
Flying back in 3 hours. Everything is packed and ready. After that I#m going to finishe all of my current commissions, and take a very big bnreak. I may open up for an arttrade again if I get my other trades done =) let me take some time and we'll see.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Recessed Lighting Installation In Drop Ceiling
my house.
of water procedure, I tell you the other day, is now so short. _uvidel_:)
in general, the house certainly dumb.
and not about the house in general we are:)
.. but about the yard near the house.
who was in vgostyah I have seen - in the courtyard of a real showroom. wheelbarrows different Well, about a hundred .. all brands enes categories and destination. of "scutes" to Cruiser :)... and most intenesnoe that the house is across the mountainside. Why, the yard has a slope of 5.3 degrees since. OK, enough of fun:)
in obschem to start a couple of occasions.
case first.
two years ago, I arrive at his iron horse to work (and then went to the Honda Prelude BB6 - sold so far elbows bite) .. and here. at my place near the entrance got some guest car .. and so badly thought to myself yet again. well, nothing. placed near the entrance directly opened a beer, including music, leg in a black trouser leg and brown shoes stuck in the window, his tie loosened ....
.. / I do not schmuck, I'm macho:) /
generally relax after work. All-weave, another on the 6th floor to rise. even though the elevator:), but morally difficult.
past at the top of the yard passes, "nine", well, okay.
and machines standing along the tracks, sides straight toward her. let stand. MO-lod-particle. :)
beer on this occasion,
beer for no reason,
beer just
beer is not just:)
and then hear the gnashing of some dliinny .. so ... and then specific sound. Usually such happens when one car vehzhaet from all over the runway to another. stuck his head in the same window as the leg. not visible. left.
êàî, this nine somehow incomprehensible way without the owner went. down.
been ripped off on the road 2-3 cars, hips, and ass veala directly to the forehead that someone who parked in my place. I thanked him very much:)
case of the second.
a couple of weeks, a neighbor came out of the entrance to the lakes. He then went to the "Cruiser". So there, all curtained kenguryatnik, winches, thresholds and other attributes of the steep in-kind SUV. tolko frontal stelko somehow still visible. Well, he pulled out of the trunk, until the home was wearing, his wife says he - for, say, park yet. and in the yard all the same picture.
it difficult to walk, let alone in a jeep to unfold.
say further that, say, a woman driving a go .. can not know how-umeeeeeyut when they want:)
in general, I do not know how useful to the operation of this particular car had all the эти обвесы-кенгурятники... но при развороте во дворе и в борьбе за место для парковки, они, сцуко - оказались вещью полезной и реальной силой:). особенно, трубы instead of thresholds. directly helped greatly. particularly, the wife of his neighbor. can not be said about other motorists. also, incidentally, neighbors.:)
until he's dragged all to the elevator, his wife thresholds torn to shreds the two sides are "ferrets" and 1mu Nissan Skyline. doooolgo it cooked in the Red Ring of younger neighbors.:) did not grow together.
:)... from whole arsenal of off-road bells and whistles, the lady, perhaps, until my husband out of the house, did not have time to use only the winch :)... I would posmotreeeeel ..:)
Well, then, clear holiday traffic police name calling, the meeting arrived, documents, and all that.
what else was in our yard for 2 years of my periodic absences, I I do not know.
:)
but here today, we come to Mana ... and a four-picture kind of familiar. Neighbors crowded, traffic police immediately .. I get there wondering the same.
in obschem, the comrade, whose Cruiser with kenguryatnik, changed it to some other SUV. Korean.
and (heh) ... came from the lakes ... and. gave his wife to park.
and here too the question. then Does she learned to ride, whether it is less easy iron on the edges of hanging, but she did not crippled. a garbage came out.
she parked it in the most top of the yard. and for some reason did not put on the handbrake. as it turned out. :) And it weighs a ton apporad three probably ... and then he went down. as it is nothing and nobody, except three large machines, one less is not touched (out of dozens that we usually are) ... not very clear. but the final! :)... directly in the path of motion he was met by NIssan March .. it avtomoilchik something like our "Okie" ... oyyyy-eyyy-eeeeeeeey :)... he was frightened CCT na tree does not jumped:)
what I tell it all and then some can be moral.?
and FIG know him.:)
hehe.
well here. so here we live.:)
ps and prilada donated by infusion, just superpoleznaya ... here today, all day home was not. while there, while here ... and had three liters prokapat :)... and so would the house had 5.4 hours to sit for this .. Thank you very much.:)
of water procedure, I tell you the other day, is now so short. _uvidel_:)
in general, the house certainly dumb.
and not about the house in general we are:)
.. but about the yard near the house.
who was in vgostyah I have seen - in the courtyard of a real showroom. wheelbarrows different Well, about a hundred .. all brands enes categories and destination. of "scutes" to Cruiser :)... and most intenesnoe that the house is across the mountainside. Why, the yard has a slope of 5.3 degrees since. OK, enough of fun:)
in obschem to start a couple of occasions.
case first.
two years ago, I arrive at his iron horse to work (and then went to the Honda Prelude BB6 - sold so far elbows bite) .. and here. at my place near the entrance got some guest car .. and so badly thought to myself yet again. well, nothing. placed near the entrance directly opened a beer, including music, leg in a black trouser leg and brown shoes stuck in the window, his tie loosened ....
.. / I do not schmuck, I'm macho:) /
generally relax after work. All-weave, another on the 6th floor to rise. even though the elevator:), but morally difficult.
past at the top of the yard passes, "nine", well, okay.
and machines standing along the tracks, sides straight toward her. let stand. MO-lod-particle. :)
beer on this occasion,
beer for no reason,
beer just
beer is not just:)
and then hear the gnashing of some dliinny .. so ... and then specific sound. Usually such happens when one car vehzhaet from all over the runway to another. stuck his head in the same window as the leg. not visible. left.
êàî, this nine somehow incomprehensible way without the owner went. down.
been ripped off on the road 2-3 cars, hips, and ass veala directly to the forehead that someone who parked in my place. I thanked him very much:)
case of the second.
a couple of weeks, a neighbor came out of the entrance to the lakes. He then went to the "Cruiser". So there, all curtained kenguryatnik, winches, thresholds and other attributes of the steep in-kind SUV. tolko frontal stelko somehow still visible. Well, he pulled out of the trunk, until the home was wearing, his wife says he - for, say, park yet. and in the yard all the same picture.
it difficult to walk, let alone in a jeep to unfold.
say further that, say, a woman driving a go .. can not know how-umeeeeeyut when they want:)
in general, I do not know how useful to the operation of this particular car had all the эти обвесы-кенгурятники... но при развороте во дворе и в борьбе за место для парковки, они, сцуко - оказались вещью полезной и реальной силой:). особенно, трубы instead of thresholds. directly helped greatly. particularly, the wife of his neighbor. can not be said about other motorists. also, incidentally, neighbors.:)
until he's dragged all to the elevator, his wife thresholds torn to shreds the two sides are "ferrets" and 1mu Nissan Skyline. doooolgo it cooked in the Red Ring of younger neighbors.:) did not grow together.
:)... from whole arsenal of off-road bells and whistles, the lady, perhaps, until my husband out of the house, did not have time to use only the winch :)... I would posmotreeeeel ..:)
Well, then, clear holiday traffic police name calling, the meeting arrived, documents, and all that.
what else was in our yard for 2 years of my periodic absences, I I do not know.
:)
but here today, we come to Mana ... and a four-picture kind of familiar. Neighbors crowded, traffic police immediately .. I get there wondering the same.
in obschem, the comrade, whose Cruiser with kenguryatnik, changed it to some other SUV. Korean.
and (heh) ... came from the lakes ... and. gave his wife to park.
and here too the question. then Does she learned to ride, whether it is less easy iron on the edges of hanging, but she did not crippled. a garbage came out.
she parked it in the most top of the yard. and for some reason did not put on the handbrake. as it turned out. :) And it weighs a ton apporad three probably ... and then he went down. as it is nothing and nobody, except three large machines, one less is not touched (out of dozens that we usually are) ... not very clear. but the final! :)... directly in the path of motion he was met by NIssan March .. it avtomoilchik something like our "Okie" ... oyyyy-eyyy-eeeeeeeey :)... he was frightened CCT na tree does not jumped:)
what I tell it all and then some can be moral.?
and FIG know him.:)
hehe.
well here. so here we live.:)
ps and prilada donated by infusion, just superpoleznaya ... here today, all day home was not. while there, while here ... and had three liters prokapat :)... and so would the house had 5.4 hours to sit for this .. Thank you very much.:)
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Jumpin Jack Trailers For Sale
House. Ya:)
ffufffffff .....
in obschem. Wednesday - Peter, Thursday - running on the cases Friday, June 30 morning, Krasnoyarsk, Friday 23 00 - Great Lake).
in obschem of space-time. Last week in Munich I purposely gave myself detachment of the brain by a rabid pace of life. Scurry, emotions, permanent employment. As a result - -4 kg weight, but the hemoglobin 5 days increased by 12 points. almost back to normal). face was red from this and from chemistry. well, skinny.)
the day before departure, at the pharmacy in Munich, where I always buy the eat-drink), I Dr Koh had brought to show superdevays. My dream. Intended for intravenous injection while in motion. Prilada weighs about 0.5 kilograms, fits in the palm. With it comes a special backpack, which puts the capacity and the device itself, as already deduced from the backpack itself inside a dropper and pozhdklyuchaetsya). When the volume daily infusions of 6.4 liters, it takes me time to train kapleniytsy. And with all this priladnoy dlelat can not distracting from the main activities). And it works on batteries!)
However, stoiomts was evrov 6000. Koch gave me a phone company representative, said that in general it is likely he will make me skizhdku .. to 4 thousand .. hmm .. near the elbow, but nothing to bite.)
It was a dinner Tuesday proshgloy week. chcherez 2:00 I handed the phone to Nina Vishnevskaya. After a 10-minute talks ... не знаю, о чем там шла речь... тетенька из фирмы-производителя пообещала Нине, что мне этот девайс.... просто подарят).
dzhogovorilis meet after my return in August. see what it is.
then funny. morning we leave with Nina for a taxi, yagoovryu ... Shoot ... Th for the country Germany ... But in Russia, right now Seldom would a taxi, half-hour trading byuy for the price. and then sat down - on your counter and everything. the contest was over. skukota) ... sit in wheelbarrow.
gygy ... taxi driver was Russian. and finally got to talk to him for the price of the trip). discounts it to us voluntarily ponadaval a whole bunch, and more hours for free We waited until we picked up a valuable device in the company.)
then airport. heh. with tax-free this time feature is not prokanaet and taxes for the purchased medlikamenty I not returned.). Well, to hell with him.)
night in St. Petersburg. zharaaaa ... I thought after the Munich heat though otdyshus. right now, yeah.
40 ... yyyy ... We Denis and Katia on the lake. but before that I spent about an hour, sweating over the useful stsuko product.) instruction to English, soft buttons and all - in German. Well, Mother, I, of course, in Russian.)
anything figured out, run.
still went to the lake, prokapal all their food, sitting in the car) ... mmmmmm .... super). \\
and Peter called kid in the CDCC. like we do with the temperature easier, but going on the lake in Khakassia Bele. 400 km from kyrska. pancake. and the like, and Colette, and tyatka forbids.
\\ that is, I understand that on such dvizhnyak I force no longer enough. but even then I was lucky. one of the classmates with his family about Bele changed his mind and decided to go for more. Tode is 400km. but aside Sharypovo. And there I had a father and aunt). and here I was lucky.)
Emergency Care Hospital in the morning, immediately surrendered all blood tests provril port, drank tea with a friend, doctor. then to the motor home (I had tossed suitcases), 3 liters of water inside, then another drip in the road, the benefit is the opportunity now.)
drove a large, raised tent, all put to bed with Sasha and Safin went to Sharypovo to my father. there were in February 1930 at night. sat and talked. pm to 5 am. Well .. it ...) in terms of dry razgvoarivat something). Six months is not vdiles more even.
woke yesterday to 12 days, after one and a half days without sleep). ate, and the lake. nakupalsya to burp. sorry for watercraft was not, well, that's a lot of Che at once then) ...
evening even drove there for me Dima Gudkov, drove with him to round (it's 5 km) and spruce, visitors maralovodcheskoe his farm. in Sharypovo was at 11 pm and immediately cut down to sleep.
segdonya got up at 8 am, well and recharge).
in general, the transition to 6 time zones held for 1.5 days)
live uezhe local time.
beyond that. tomorrow at our oncologic dispensary. there waiting for me with papers and chemicals).
Tuesday's start to continue chemistry.)
4 weeks stay in kyrske guess (well, around)), with all to see, meet, convert a lot of cases, to learn by heart:) German language deal with preferential drugs (I am tired Cho then buying them already), once again become a pensioner) .. hihi ...
time to start working already ... and will soon feel employer nanet worry):) well, and so much more.
well .. and need to somehow get everyone think of Krasnoyarsk participants in the operation to rescue a drowning man ... in one location) ...
and DR in 2 weeks more .... dull, dull).
now. go to a good uncle to one visit to the masseur, then drive a quad Gudkov have the kitchen garden, and after 4 hours in Krasnoyarsk.
well and sorry for mistakes - rvemeni little fingers mumble ...)
isparavlyat will not.
Chao))))
ffufffffff .....
in obschem. Wednesday - Peter, Thursday - running on the cases Friday, June 30 morning, Krasnoyarsk, Friday 23 00 - Great Lake).
in obschem of space-time. Last week in Munich I purposely gave myself detachment of the brain by a rabid pace of life. Scurry, emotions, permanent employment. As a result - -4 kg weight, but the hemoglobin 5 days increased by 12 points. almost back to normal). face was red from this and from chemistry. well, skinny.)
the day before departure, at the pharmacy in Munich, where I always buy the eat-drink), I Dr Koh had brought to show superdevays. My dream. Intended for intravenous injection while in motion. Prilada weighs about 0.5 kilograms, fits in the palm. With it comes a special backpack, which puts the capacity and the device itself, as already deduced from the backpack itself inside a dropper and pozhdklyuchaetsya). When the volume daily infusions of 6.4 liters, it takes me time to train kapleniytsy. And with all this priladnoy dlelat can not distracting from the main activities). And it works on batteries!)
However, stoiomts was evrov 6000. Koch gave me a phone company representative, said that in general it is likely he will make me skizhdku .. to 4 thousand .. hmm .. near the elbow, but nothing to bite.)
It was a dinner Tuesday proshgloy week. chcherez 2:00 I handed the phone to Nina Vishnevskaya. After a 10-minute talks ... не знаю, о чем там шла речь... тетенька из фирмы-производителя пообещала Нине, что мне этот девайс.... просто подарят).
мммм...
когда мне Нина позвонила ,и That said, I was sitting on a consultation with a doctor at the clinic .... I almost jumped to the ceiling ... )
dzhogovorilis meet after my return in August. see what it is.
then funny. morning we leave with Nina for a taxi, yagoovryu ... Shoot ... Th for the country Germany ... But in Russia, right now Seldom would a taxi, half-hour trading byuy for the price. and then sat down - on your counter and everything. the contest was over. skukota) ... sit in wheelbarrow.
gygy ... taxi driver was Russian. and finally got to talk to him for the price of the trip). discounts it to us voluntarily ponadaval a whole bunch, and more hours for free We waited until we picked up a valuable device in the company.)
then airport. heh. with tax-free this time feature is not prokanaet and taxes for the purchased medlikamenty I not returned.). Well, to hell with him.)
night in St. Petersburg. zharaaaa ... I thought after the Munich heat though otdyshus. right now, yeah.
40 ... yyyy ... We Denis and Katia on the lake. but before that I spent about an hour, sweating over the useful stsuko product.) instruction to English, soft buttons and all - in German. Well, Mother, I, of course, in Russian.)
anything figured out, run.
still went to the lake, prokapal all their food, sitting in the car) ... mmmmmm .... super). \\
and Peter called kid in the CDCC. like we do with the temperature easier, but going on the lake in Khakassia Bele. 400 km from kyrska. pancake. and the like, and Colette, and tyatka forbids.
\\ that is, I understand that on such dvizhnyak I force no longer enough. but even then I was lucky. one of the classmates with his family about Bele changed his mind and decided to go for more. Tode is 400km. but aside Sharypovo. And there I had a father and aunt). and here I was lucky.)
Emergency Care Hospital in the morning, immediately surrendered all blood tests provril port, drank tea with a friend, doctor. then to the motor home (I had tossed suitcases), 3 liters of water inside, then another drip in the road, the benefit is the opportunity now.)
drove a large, raised tent, all put to bed with Sasha and Safin went to Sharypovo to my father. there were in February 1930 at night. sat and talked. pm to 5 am. Well .. it ...) in terms of dry razgvoarivat something). Six months is not vdiles more even.
woke yesterday to 12 days, after one and a half days without sleep). ate, and the lake. nakupalsya to burp. sorry for watercraft was not, well, that's a lot of Che at once then) ...
evening even drove there for me Dima Gudkov, drove with him to round (it's 5 km) and spruce, visitors maralovodcheskoe his farm. in Sharypovo was at 11 pm and immediately cut down to sleep.
segdonya got up at 8 am, well and recharge).
in general, the transition to 6 time zones held for 1.5 days)
live uezhe local time.
beyond that. tomorrow at our oncologic dispensary. there waiting for me with papers and chemicals).
Tuesday's start to continue chemistry.)
4 weeks stay in kyrske guess (well, around)), with all to see, meet, convert a lot of cases, to learn by heart:) German language deal with preferential drugs (I am tired Cho then buying them already), once again become a pensioner) .. hihi ...
time to start working already ... and will soon feel employer nanet worry):) well, and so much more.
well .. and need to somehow get everyone think of Krasnoyarsk participants in the operation to rescue a drowning man ... in one location) ...
and DR in 2 weeks more .... dull, dull).
now. go to a good uncle to one visit to the masseur, then drive a quad Gudkov have the kitchen garden, and after 4 hours in Krasnoyarsk.
well and sorry for mistakes - rvemeni little fingers mumble ...)
isparavlyat will not.
Chao))))
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