... each has its downs ... I'm
You were my fire, so I burned... til' there was nothing left of me
I... I touched your face, I held you close... til' I could barely breathe
Why give me hope, then give me up... just to be the death of me
Save the rest of me...
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
Now... now and then, you come around, like there's something left for me
We were one... we were everything
I'm still here... but I'll just keep the rest for me
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
We never made it... you hesitated... I don't believe
That I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can not need you anymore - you hesitate - hesitate
You were my fire, so I burned ... now there's nothing left of me ...
Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Upgrade Celeron Processor Laptop
Fail
Yes, I am so fail XD
Without internet I get over the whole really do not and I need it for things to google for. Particularly for the psychology course and the projects that I need to do right now.
hard to believe that I Drotz the Late coming home there's even geh Well, same hobbies, can not you're ok with, but not without it lol
my internship so far. I do not know, not a dream job, but I do need an apprenticeship, so I am totally make an effort and even sometimes more work than I should really. Normally it so that I work at 9 am to 6 clock clock in the evening must, but because the buses before driving sucks, every hour on time, and I get the non-anyway, it does not matter if I stay longer there or not. In Endefeckt I have to wait anyway.
If all goes well I'm taking at 7:30 in the evening at home, but as I have 2 times a week up to the university go to be part of the course, I'm at home until 11 clock. Moreover, I still must work Saturdays D =
Well, live hard is just hard. I am a hard worker anyway.
So much XD
I had 2 weeks ago had ordered an Xbox and the day before they arrived. To this end, I had the game Batman Arkham Asylum bought. Each of me just a little bit know, know that I am a Batman fan Riessen = D The game is the absolute hammer HAHAHA
I've left4dead2 bought it. I'm in love \u0026lt;3
Yes, I am so fail XD
Without internet I get over the whole really do not and I need it for things to google for. Particularly for the psychology course and the projects that I need to do right now.
hard to believe that I Drotz the Late coming home there's even geh Well, same hobbies, can not you're ok with, but not without it lol
my internship so far. I do not know, not a dream job, but I do need an apprenticeship, so I am totally make an effort and even sometimes more work than I should really. Normally it so that I work at 9 am to 6 clock clock in the evening must, but because the buses before driving sucks, every hour on time, and I get the non-anyway, it does not matter if I stay longer there or not. In Endefeckt I have to wait anyway.
If all goes well I'm taking at 7:30 in the evening at home, but as I have 2 times a week up to the university go to be part of the course, I'm at home until 11 clock. Moreover, I still must work Saturdays D =
Well, live hard is just hard. I am a hard worker anyway.
So much XD
I had 2 weeks ago had ordered an Xbox and the day before they arrived. To this end, I had the game Batman Arkham Asylum bought. Each of me just a little bit know, know that I am a Batman fan Riessen = D The game is the absolute hammer HAHAHA
I've left4dead2 bought it. I'm in love \u0026lt;3
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Fable 2 Cannot Find An Inn
Where are you gone?
Hello:)
Hmm, somehow I'm lost again.
Assumptions are sent to various soaps, "you give up?", "How are you?" (Hmm):), etc.
... after failed back surgery ... you see, the mood was not a fountain. as a tough - that's what you'll wake up tomorrow, healthy, and 3 hours later it turns out that it is not so ... hard to take such news.
nuuu ... everything is as it is, nonetheless.
means something still unfinished. just "there" do not let go.
go further.
Okay, tell you that in my world is.:)
Hence, from Munich, I went 15.07, 2 blocks chemistry first went there, another 4 (a cycle consists of 6) had brought in kyrsk. They agreed
Oncology Center in hiring that I pokapayut that has brought, provided that all dosages, etc. will
painted, everything is clear and is ve. Complexities purely adminisrativnyh was plenty of it, from what
as I will drop what I say and as I Scow and LIABILITY?, and ending with the fact that seats just no.
Well, ... good relationships with doctors and were well after the spring advertising campaign:) I still widely known in narrow circles
personality began:) (just kidding), in general, complexities otledlozhenieichno resolved.
Something bought in Germany (drugs), and all sorts of things tenicheskie - in St. Petersburg (we have a lot cheaper, but,
unfortunately not always keep high quality:)).
3, 4 th block, I carefully went to onodispanser (where I learned to count at the same time the dosage of drugs according to the weight-growth:))
solutions we, too, along with nurses trained (I was offered a job they have a nurse / conditions, I did not specify /:)), in general,
quite figured out himself that for what, and 5.6 blocks in part of the house itself, tests, however, carefully carried to the dispensary.
In the process were involved:
Hospital ambulance (Roman surgeon working there, it's from my house across the street, Alan ..)
blood
flushing port
antibiotic (it was suspected infection of the port)
control bleeding (side effect of Chemistry)
regional hospital № 1 (Nikolai Naumov, Denis, Igor)
Computer tomography (dynamics of the tumor, monitor pulmonary embolism)
control f-uu cardiac muscle
oncologic dispensary (Natalia Merkulova, Elena)
analysis of CT images,
control of blood tests
Chemotherapy
all in one place while not gather in Krasnoyarsk. Yes, and ... not knowing what where and who ... did not gather.
In general, thanks to all people:) the doctor who helped.:)
HUGE.
of money on the chemistry, then that is what turned around - in Germany this policy that the cost of buying drugs in pharmacies obynoy
comparable to the cost prohodeniya chemotherapy in the clinic, which includes physicians and services already and medicines.
steep-vertical or vertical-cool - all the same. Plus the fact that the house was .:)... the other hand, ^ ^ ^ ^ these risks.
Here. Very long list of any different medication during the stay (one saline only ponadbilos 140 liters,
... and just-somewhere on the A4 sheet) the list was. Helped put everything Yana Senya (almost a truck:)), brought
everything from warehouse home (I've gone, really thought, maybe it's time to open a pharmacy:)).
And for that, thanks:)
Denis Katia Berseneva very handy in Peter moved from kyrska :)... Now there is trans-shipment point:)
and secure place to store saline, food, medicine droppers and etc..:) And as the meeting-off. Thank you:)
Watts.
what's next.
on me when it's all organized into one pile (1 week away), took up the backlog of cases .. n yes.
at work almost all day hovered. basically, all health-related issues -
disability there are different (heh), pension and medical supplies. Almost ve I still bought himself, have promised to give free
(thanks - I will not tell anyone:)),
true, and I had and still have _pobegat_. ouououou ... but worth it.
What else. To my father went.
There is also news. Plemyashka Irkin that with her, where the Father himself is retired, sort of, it's time to relax,
right now, yeah. .. broken unbeaten lucky shorter. Well, like there is still the same issue as something razrulilsya, however,
had to bang his fist on the table, like, I'm the most intelligent here.:)
came to visit relatives in Germany, have I have lived in the spring. :) In Sharypovo to his father, too:)
Well, I promised the lake, etc., fishing. On the lake everything turned out well, the Gudkov Dima-based living. But the weather - F dozhzhzh,
fish whole as dead. Or drowned nafig.
And Sasha in his superudochku for a 100 that is 150 euros someone potyril. Fish pecked, probably:)
In general, do not prokanaet fishing.:). Well, but they are with dad ... sat normally. two days in a row.
and even then the track:)
I was not involved, so the health of vodka I do not have:). Then delivers only.
From Sharypovo in kyrsk I got a bit lively (shook), dug out of 4 maybe. :)... Tanya was a hard shock.:)
on the road yet, just in case a call Alena in Emergency Care Hospital, has asked to prepare a place in the House, otkapatsya,
home if he can not manage:). It did not take, sort of.
... dosledil not for themselves, heh.
then. What then. DR. Dozhzhzhzhzh too. was at home, bought a cake, champagne, who came, he came. Or call:)
Here Olga Pinsker - arrived.:). Showed it to her for five minutes literally View from Mykolayiv hills of the city .. "Yeah ... Now I understand what you're here so rveshsya from Munich .. :)
and this thing poppin and rapid (1 km from my house) that can be show. It would have not gone, probably.:)
Summer in Krasnoyarsk this year - was not.
:)
in general ... usual _nomalnaya_ life ... during the previous six months, with the appropriate speed.
rather than fight for it.
vacation ...:). I have the right.
chemistry flew - did not notice. Well. I'm talking about time.:) senses something it lacked more than that. 1 week sales there could not just drink it hurt much.
but here are all normal. it - in itself, I - by itself.
later. later. later.
fees, sleepless night, boom, directly through Moscow.
1 day othodnyak.
and the next cycle chemistry. started 2.09. Did CT, donated blood for tumor markers. Markers are normal, nothing new found,
old described as "stable." We will smotert at the next CT in 4 weeks.
later. 4.09.Nina Vishnevskaya.
Well, I would say visor:)
me to Spain.:) (The official version, it was a gift:)
week. Between blocks of chemistry. They are the children of the Russian school went, and I. Side of the full sun. Freeloader:)
4 days I stayed there sausage, last 2 - ok:)
well, in general, Of course, tensors.
so would be after each block;) Pasibische:)
last weekend came back, 13,14.09 second block of chemotherapy. In Munich.
Now behold, everything seems quieter, has started .. work little by little even.
In general, for six weeks a lot of things happened .. interenosgo but LJ was simply no time.
Mauges, pictures povyveshivayu with stories:) later.
What with the money. With the money badly. Previous accounts not fully paid for (May, June - Operation). + All the forces still not enough, the collection I started strongly course. Need your help again in organizing fund-raising.
This chemotherapy, yet somehow get to finish. And then, presumably, more 1 accesses to the operation. Or other chemicals. For the purpose, all-weave, preparation for surgery. Depending on the results, which will be 5 weeks.
top post will think what to write. While'll take.
So it goes.
:)
Hello:)
Hmm, somehow I'm lost again.
Assumptions are sent to various soaps, "you give up?", "How are you?" (Hmm):), etc.
... after failed back surgery ... you see, the mood was not a fountain. as a tough - that's what you'll wake up tomorrow, healthy, and 3 hours later it turns out that it is not so ... hard to take such news.
nuuu ... everything is as it is, nonetheless.
means something still unfinished. just "there" do not let go.
go further.
Okay, tell you that in my world is.:)
Hence, from Munich, I went 15.07, 2 blocks chemistry first went there, another 4 (a cycle consists of 6) had brought in kyrsk. They agreed
Oncology Center in hiring that I pokapayut that has brought, provided that all dosages, etc. will
painted, everything is clear and is ve. Complexities purely adminisrativnyh was plenty of it, from what
as I will drop what I say and as I Scow and LIABILITY?, and ending with the fact that seats just no.
Well, ... good relationships with doctors and were well after the spring advertising campaign:) I still widely known in narrow circles
personality began:) (just kidding), in general, complexities otledlozhenieichno resolved.
Something bought in Germany (drugs), and all sorts of things tenicheskie - in St. Petersburg (we have a lot cheaper, but,
unfortunately not always keep high quality:)).
3, 4 th block, I carefully went to onodispanser (where I learned to count at the same time the dosage of drugs according to the weight-growth:))
solutions we, too, along with nurses trained (I was offered a job they have a nurse / conditions, I did not specify /:)), in general,
quite figured out himself that for what, and 5.6 blocks in part of the house itself, tests, however, carefully carried to the dispensary.
In the process were involved:
Hospital ambulance (Roman surgeon working there, it's from my house across the street, Alan ..)
blood
flushing port
antibiotic (it was suspected infection of the port)
control bleeding (side effect of Chemistry)
regional hospital № 1 (Nikolai Naumov, Denis, Igor)
Computer tomography (dynamics of the tumor, monitor pulmonary embolism)
control f-uu cardiac muscle
oncologic dispensary (Natalia Merkulova, Elena)
analysis of CT images,
control of blood tests
Chemotherapy
all in one place while not gather in Krasnoyarsk. Yes, and ... not knowing what where and who ... did not gather.
In general, thanks to all people:) the doctor who helped.:)
HUGE.
of money on the chemistry, then that is what turned around - in Germany this policy that the cost of buying drugs in pharmacies obynoy
comparable to the cost prohodeniya chemotherapy in the clinic, which includes physicians and services already and medicines.
steep-vertical or vertical-cool - all the same. Plus the fact that the house was .:)... the other hand, ^ ^ ^ ^ these risks.
Here. Very long list of any different medication during the stay (one saline only ponadbilos 140 liters,
... and just-somewhere on the A4 sheet) the list was. Helped put everything Yana Senya (almost a truck:)), brought
everything from warehouse home (I've gone, really thought, maybe it's time to open a pharmacy:)).
And for that, thanks:)
Denis Katia Berseneva very handy in Peter moved from kyrska :)... Now there is trans-shipment point:)
and secure place to store saline, food, medicine droppers and etc..:) And as the meeting-off. Thank you:)
Watts.
what's next.
on me when it's all organized into one pile (1 week away), took up the backlog of cases .. n yes.
at work almost all day hovered. basically, all health-related issues -
disability there are different (heh), pension and medical supplies. Almost ve I still bought himself, have promised to give free
(thanks - I will not tell anyone:)),
true, and I had and still have _pobegat_. ouououou ... but worth it.
What else. To my father went.
There is also news. Plemyashka Irkin that with her, where the Father himself is retired, sort of, it's time to relax,
right now, yeah. .. broken unbeaten lucky shorter. Well, like there is still the same issue as something razrulilsya, however,
had to bang his fist on the table, like, I'm the most intelligent here.:)
came to visit relatives in Germany, have I have lived in the spring. :) In Sharypovo to his father, too:)
Well, I promised the lake, etc., fishing. On the lake everything turned out well, the Gudkov Dima-based living. But the weather - F dozhzhzh,
fish whole as dead. Or drowned nafig.
And Sasha in his superudochku for a 100 that is 150 euros someone potyril. Fish pecked, probably:)
In general, do not prokanaet fishing.:). Well, but they are with dad ... sat normally. two days in a row.
and even then the track:)
I was not involved, so the health of vodka I do not have:). Then delivers only.
From Sharypovo in kyrsk I got a bit lively (shook), dug out of 4 maybe. :)... Tanya was a hard shock.:)
on the road yet, just in case a call Alena in Emergency Care Hospital, has asked to prepare a place in the House, otkapatsya,
home if he can not manage:). It did not take, sort of.
... dosledil not for themselves, heh.
then. What then. DR. Dozhzhzhzhzh too. was at home, bought a cake, champagne, who came, he came. Or call:)
Here Olga Pinsker - arrived.:). Showed it to her for five minutes literally View from Mykolayiv hills of the city .. "Yeah ... Now I understand what you're here so rveshsya from Munich .. :)
and this thing poppin and rapid (1 km from my house) that can be show. It would have not gone, probably.:)
Summer in Krasnoyarsk this year - was not.
:)
in general ... usual _nomalnaya_ life ... during the previous six months, with the appropriate speed.
rather than fight for it.
vacation ...:). I have the right.
chemistry flew - did not notice. Well. I'm talking about time.:) senses something it lacked more than that. 1 week sales there could not just drink it hurt much.
but here are all normal. it - in itself, I - by itself.
later. later. later.
fees, sleepless night, boom, directly through Moscow.
1 day othodnyak.
and the next cycle chemistry. started 2.09. Did CT, donated blood for tumor markers. Markers are normal, nothing new found,
old described as "stable." We will smotert at the next CT in 4 weeks.
later. 4.09.Nina Vishnevskaya.
Well, I would say visor:)
me to Spain.:) (The official version, it was a gift:)
week. Between blocks of chemistry. They are the children of the Russian school went, and I. Side of the full sun. Freeloader:)
4 days I stayed there sausage, last 2 - ok:)
well, in general, Of course, tensors.
so would be after each block;) Pasibische:)
last weekend came back, 13,14.09 second block of chemotherapy. In Munich.
Now behold, everything seems quieter, has started .. work little by little even.
In general, for six weeks a lot of things happened .. interenosgo but LJ was simply no time.
Mauges, pictures povyveshivayu with stories:) later.
What with the money. With the money badly. Previous accounts not fully paid for (May, June - Operation). + All the forces still not enough, the collection I started strongly course. Need your help again in organizing fund-raising.
This chemotherapy, yet somehow get to finish. And then, presumably, more 1 accesses to the operation. Or other chemicals. For the purpose, all-weave, preparation for surgery. Depending on the results, which will be 5 weeks.
top post will think what to write. While'll take.
So it goes.
:)
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Algebra Tamil Translation
Internet Pause / internet break
by personal problems and live real shortcomings, I decided to break internet. For some time makes me quite finished, really.
I will now and then, very shortly be on my e-mails from check and download any pictures up. everything is inside but not right now.
If there are any problems or concerns, you can send me an email to the following address: spikeboar@googlemail.com
All finded Püktlich place to start my internship, which gives me the prospect of an apprenticeship. Die Testphase sind 2 Wochen, ab morgen. Ich bin aufgewühlt.
Ich weiss nciht wie lange diese Pause anhalten wird.
Hello there,
because of some personal problems and real live shortfalls I'm going to make a break from the internet. I'm very leached at the time and I feel, that I'm not realy able for anything right now.
I will do check my emails though. So if there's something important or anything else, just write me an e-mail: Spikeboar@googlemail.com
Thank you and have a nice day .
by personal problems and live real shortcomings, I decided to break internet. For some time makes me quite finished, really.
I will now and then, very shortly be on my e-mails from check and download any pictures up. everything is inside but not right now.
If there are any problems or concerns, you can send me an email to the following address: spikeboar@googlemail.com
All finded Püktlich place to start my internship, which gives me the prospect of an apprenticeship. Die Testphase sind 2 Wochen, ab morgen. Ich bin aufgewühlt.
Ich weiss nciht wie lange diese Pause anhalten wird.
Hello there,
because of some personal problems and real live shortfalls I'm going to make a break from the internet. I'm very leached at the time and I feel, that I'm not realy able for anything right now.
I will do check my emails though. So if there's something important or anything else, just write me an e-mail: Spikeboar@googlemail.com
Thank you and have a nice day .
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Snowmobile Engine Rebuild
The word for 11.09.
Bröckers is always nice to read:
http://www.heise.de/tp/r4/artikel/33/33275/1.html
Bröckers is always nice to read:
http://www.heise.de/tp/r4/artikel/33/33275/1.html
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Boots Pregnancy Test Pink Lines
Koran burning .... How stupid can you be eigendlich
I stand next to it and burn the Bible [roll eyes]
http://www.heise.de/tp/blogs/8/148331
I hate religious fanatics .....
I stand next to it and burn the Bible [roll eyes]
http://www.heise.de/tp/blogs/8/148331
I hate religious fanatics .....
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